Docking

by Bethlehem Steel

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released November 6, 2015

Written by Bethlehem Steel
Recorded by Bethlehem Steel and Nick Corbo
Mixed by Mike Ditrio
Mastered by RJ Gordon
Album art by Dylan England

Thank you to Miscreant Records, Shea Stadium and David Blaine's The Steakhouse

Purchase limited cassette here: miscreantrecords.bandcamp.com/album/docking

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Track Name: One Giant Fuck Machine
i'm sitting in my room looking at pictures of sixteen
i've gotten pretty good at crying in public
without anyone noticing me
why am i the one held together
while everyone around me can scream?
i tried to rip out my eyes
to give them to those who can't see

i wanted to console her
i was feeling nothing at all
i wanted to be there to hold her
i want to put her head through a wall

i woke up feeling empty and sad
when i realized i was sleeping in his old bed
but i'll put in my insides and feel fine, i guess

there are spaced inside me
once held by my dead friends
i hate how they feel
Track Name: 87s
i'm fine with struggling
we aged five years that night
and i'm drinking to fill the hole in my chest
i'm losing at sober
while i'm thinking of david
i set myself on fire
for a clean slate

i wanna carve your name into everybody's heads
while i'm brooding
and not afraid to use my hands

don't want to be an empty mess
wanna see all my friends at their best
and every night
i wanna see them all alright

don't surrender your own rights to burn

i wanna carve your name into everybody's heads
while i'm brooding
and not afraid to use my hands
i'm not afraid to use my hands
Track Name: Kirstie Alley
grounds still awake
but covered in my body
branches had to fake it
to start the decomposing
be grateful you could fall at all
that nothing was removed to become better than yourself

i'm fine
i didn't want to die alone
you were right
everyone still dies alone

you said that we're all made of light
and i know someday your colors fade into mine
those days i feel better then
i know this will be worth it then

whats the longest you heard silence?
bet you hated it
were you already looking to better friends?
the way you're always looking for betterment

i'm fine
i didn't want to die alone
you were right
everyone still dies alone
Track Name: An Unexpected Jurgens
all my friends have a place to write
broken feet and sheets for walls thats cool right?
i can't seem to figure out how to follow my insides
unsettle down
with teeth clenched tight
my teeth clench tight

i saw my life pass
i saw my life passing

i miss myself in the old days
i'm just trying to find a way that i can let go
drinking cold wine on the shower floor
we use to do this then go out and become something more

you could never know me
not in stranger city

i saw my life pass
i saw our lives passing
Track Name: Yeah, I'm Okay With My Shit Life
i know what comes with losing
i've been dying more slowly
you said you'll never be anything
i believe in what comes to me, i guess

hey, wake up
you're only waiting time
there's a hole in your life
you pretend to dig it
i know you're type

there's a note on my bedroom wall
that says remain alone until no longer possible
i will move beautifully for someone
when i'm ready
in paleness

if i could breathe under water
i would stay there forever
to feel something
if nothing hurts then i'm failing

hey, wake up
you're only wasting time
there's a hole in your life
you pretend to dig it
i know your type